healing

I may not the same person as you know before,
So are you..

I may not treat you as same as before,
because the pain that hits me did change me
So I am different...

Can I ask you one permission?
Could you understand me without any judgement in your mind?

I am sorry
I am really sorry

I can't meet your expectation

I don't blame you for the pain
But, just give me some times to forget
you are the cause of the pain

I am healing
I promise I will be healed one day

May Allah help me to heal.